-=]]_+ SiNo ChOnG +_[[=-

Finally.

2011-06-08T01:49:00.002+08:00

Finally, one year had passed.
Seriously, i had never been through a year that can go any wronger than this.
But i shall always bare in mind that, maintain attitude.
Stay positive.

Birthday, is just another day.
Wishes that will not come true..
Disappointment one after another..

I wish, i can enjoy myself on this very day.

Happy birthday SinoChong.

Yours truly.

Crushed.

2011-04-14T13:17:00.006+08:00

I am totally crushed in my life.

I did something very wrong.

Am fucking guilty about my wrong doings

People who are close to me, I brought them disappointments.

I no longer have a gut to face them anymore.

Lord, please teach me what to do.

You said, repent your sins and you are forgiven, But, in the matter of facts, who will ever forget?

I need a serious help now.

Yes, I cant take it anymore.

I am hanging by the cliff.

Dead.

Music.

2011-04-07T13:44:00.003+08:00

The Script taught me how to move on.

Greenday taught me that government's gonna fail someday.

Bruno Mars taught me to do anything for that one person I love.

Eminem taught me that life is hard but you can make it through.

Travis taught me to be generous.

Taylor Swift taught me not every girl is going to treat me right.

30 Seconds to Mars taught me to speak whats on my mind.

Michael Jackson taught me to always love the people around me.

Music taught me to live.

Mask.

2011-03-30T04:29:00.000+08:00

People are wearing masks to protect themself.

Please tell me,
you still love me and you still care.
Nobody will know the inner feelings of yours because you hide underneath it.

Wait, even if it is.. So what?
Is out of my control, is none of my concern.

I will put back the mask like last time and put up a strong front and turn you down.
yes, face it.

but deep down, i cant move on at all.

Whats truth, and whats lie?

Sino.

BYE

2011-03-21T21:08:00.001+08:00

When you wake up the next morning, i will be gone by then.

So.. bye.

If

2011-03-18T03:22:00.003+08:00

If you miss me, do look for me..
before i am gone.

What are words.

2011-03-05T15:21:00.002+08:00

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see

How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them when you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
then they don't

When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent, just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be ..
Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

hello

2011-03-03T01:56:00.002+08:00

hello all,

although there have not been much readers already,
i would love to update that i am moving into another phrase of life.

Well, goodbye Singapore.
You will not be missed.
I swear.

I was once..

2011-01-23T10:47:00.002+08:00

I did admit i changed.
But, who dont?

Was looking back some posts, some tagboard msgs and some memories.
I was once a social butterfly.
I was once a guy who chase after dreams.

How about now?
What about today?
Back to this space of mine where nobody cares?
typing this posts which nobody will see?
Is it that important to care about how people look at you?

Wake up, sino.

Hello.

2011-01-17T09:09:00.003+08:00

Hello, i am back to this space of mine.

Alot of things happened.
Went through alot too.

Slowly, it makes me realised the importance of you.

Ironic laugh.
Super pathetic.

bye.

Today, the 19th

2010-10-19T01:26:00.002+08:00

Well, today, the 19th was mark as an important day before.

But anyway, not anymore.

Move on Sino.

Bye blog.

where is the love?

2010-10-13T01:41:00.000+08:00

Been awhile since i last stepped into this space of mine, the old mine.
Just feel like penning some memories down, at least few years down the road, i will see this post.
Where is the love?

Every time when i have a damn nice conversation with my mum, i will always feel this way.
Yes, this way.
been spending alot of time with jasper and his gf (grace), yes, the 3 of us.
it doesnt help but keep on thinking, where is the love.

You know, by seeing the bond, the love that people share, it simply struck me, hard in the head.

I cant remember when is the last time my parents actually do something for me.
I cant remember when is the last time that somebody actually waiting for me to go home.
Wait, whats home? or just another place for me to return to when i got no where to go to anymore.

The more i think about Love, the more i feel.. lost?
I dont have a perfect family, a family that is seems nice but broken.
who truly know, who truly cares.
I dont have a perfect relationship, guess i screwed them up all the time.
Now, i deserve all these loneliness.
This path of my own, loneliness is all i feel, without support, without helps.
I feel so helpless, yes, thats the word. Helpless.
I am crying myself to sleep, i am dosing myself to sleep with those pills.
Yet, i have to pull these through all by myself.
I have to.

Say all you want that i am pitying myself.
To be honest, i am not.

This is my feeling, this is my place.
A place of my comfort zone.

life

2010-07-25T19:29:00.002+08:00

it sucks.
it moves on.

------

Hanging out alone will be good, because now, i dont need anyone anymore.
guess, is time to make a difference and a change.

------

life is full of unpredictable.
the worst can come anytime, but come at the wrong time?
kill me pls.

------

i think i have suicidal tendency.
dont worry and dont be surprise

------

i am going solo.

------

dont worry if one day you wont be able to locate me anymore..
because i might be gone.. for good.

------

1207th post

2010-06-21T22:01:00.003+08:00

Well, back to this quiet little space of my own.

Emo monday's night.
reflecting and thinking, whats going on with my life now..

Seriously, i need to get my life back.

I am leaving this space, for my own good.
Thinking to close down this space, but is kinda hard for me to do it right now..
After all, i miss those days that i used to blog everyday.

Here some random facts, when blogger first started out, i sweared to God that i will nv touch blogger.
Till today, this is the 1207th posts that i blogged.. 52790 hits till now since the very first day that i blogged, 29march2005
Sometimes, reading back the posts from those days, really can see a difference in someone..

Well, i am done with my destiny, my life and this space of mine..

With loves,
Sino.

hello.

2010-05-08T03:09:00.002+08:00

after so many ups and downs, i guess we are just not mend to be.

from the beginning till the end, i am just not good enough.

no matter how hard i try, i am simply not good enough.

or rather, have i even try hard enough?

wondering.

--

i wouldnt know what happen if you dont speak, even i ask, u will just say nothing over again and again.

so much of not being there for you.

--

hello

2010-04-19T18:54:00.000+08:00

after so long, guess i simply lost the interest in blogging.

sigh

Expectation.

2010-02-17T22:15:00.000+08:00

Am i worry too much?
Am i thinking too much?

Why the rest of the people who are my age seems like they couldnt care less at all?
Because things will simply just work out?

I am stress, i am not happy with whatever i am achieving now.
I need to achieve more..
Am i asking for too much?

People come and go, who stay and who will go?

Am utterly disappointed with myself.
Theres no determination, then wheres the success?

Wake up SinoChong.

FML.

CNY

2010-02-15T20:18:00.000+08:00

alright, long weekend for cny.

not really enjoying it

feel very pathetic and grumpy over stuff.

Stayed home most of the time playing dota and lost track of time.
air con broke down.
warm and totally not use to fan.

shits happened.

FML.
Sino

2010-01-31T17:12:00.002+08:00

Hello, mr chong is currently on the phone with his latest boyfriend. So his secretary is here to update his scheduleeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Aiya, mr chong is basically bored.
He says he's lazy, but you've gotta give him credit for all the effort that he puts into pulling customers for his part-time jobbbbb. (which by the way, is giving me the stress as well -.=)

Mr chong was about to spoil the 'enter' button on my laptop.
So, to prevent further damage of my laptop - I am ending here.

Buhbyes (;

HELLO.

2010-01-18T11:57:00.003+08:00

hello blog,

update from previous post, my OTB got credit as well.
So, that sums up my last semester.

Anyway, i am going through this stage of life whereby i need to decide how my future life will turn into.
And decisions are meant to be make, and in order to succeed, we have to make not only good decision and also best decision.

Sigh, what shall i do?
so many things and so little time.
this is the first time i really feel like having 48hours per day or 14days per week or 60days per month.

=(

i feel terrible right now.

Money can't buy happiness, but neither can poverty

Sino

hello.

2010-01-07T22:46:00.001+08:00

hello.

my results are out, erm, at least 2 out of 3 modules are out.

Workplace law - Distinction.
Knowledge Organisational Learning - Credit.

ah well, left OTB haven out.
Sian.

Anyway, new semester started, back to assignments again.

Le sigh.

bye.

2010-01-07T10:54:00.000+08:00

HELLO.

happy new year.

BYE.

hello

2009-12-29T03:38:00.002+08:00

hello, am back to this place of serenity where i can pour my sorrow to.

Sometimes, i just simply felt that i am not living my life.
I am simply living what others wanted how I should live my life.
Sadly, i am being blinded by it again and again.

Seriously, I am not enjoying what i am doing now.
When i am down, who can i really turn to.
When i am sad, who can i really talk to.
When i am disappointed, who can i really cry to.
All these, is simply a big question mark.
I know, you will always by my side, i really appreciate it.
Thanks

But, simply, deep in the night, where all things drifting to sleep or rest, my mind is not. I am not.

Guess, is just that i am not contented with what i have.
Future is filled with mysteries which waiting for me to discover.
So, whats next?

Whats for next year?
Time is ticking away, and i am getting older each day.
I feel that i am behind time.
Do you?

Sino

hello.

2009-12-23T20:02:00.002+08:00

hello world.
This post will mark the end of 2009.
2010 is beginning soon.

Whats my purpose in life?
Whats going to happen?

Whats next?
Whats more to come?

Well, i guess is more for me to find out in the coming days and months.

Am i happy?
Not really i guess.

Bye world.
More to come.

Over the weekend

2009-12-20T20:04:00.002+08:00

Friday night, went to poker and mahjong.
reached home a 7am, went to sleep.
met up with yx, philip, robin and kenny at 4pm.
today, reached home at 1pm.

managed to catch a few fishes.
and most importantly, finally learn how to cast =)
happy little me.

tired already.
yawn.
i think i shall go and sleep now.

I MADE A HUGE MISTAKE

2009-12-12T22:21:00.003+08:00

OMGOSH. I MAKE A HUGE MISTAKE. BIG TIME.. ROARS
my law paper is on tuesday night.. OMGSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

13 dec (sun) - OTB whole day and abit on law?

14 dec (mon) - KOL final revision
KOL EXAM at 7pm

15 dec (tues) - LAW morning
- LAW EXAM at 7pm
- OTB midnight?

16 dec (wed) - OTB whole day ROARS

17 dec - OTB morning
- OTB EXAM at 7pm

AMENDMENT MADE!

PHEW, MORE TIME FOR OTB.

*btw, a week without beer already.
BUT smoking habit is killing me.
sigh

stupid exam

EXAM 14TH TO 17TH

2009-12-12T05:56:00.003+08:00

just got home after a midnight session study at Macs

Well, more to come
BELOW IS MY STUDY PLAN...

12 dec - afternoon KOL
midnight KOL

13 dec - OTB whole day

14 dec - KOL final revision
KOL EXAM at 7pm

15 dec - LAW whole day
OTB midnight?

16 dec - LAW morning
- LAW EXAM at 7pm

17 dec - OTB morning
- OTB EXAM at 7pm

ALRIGHT. I AM GOING NUTS
18 which is friday, i am back to work.
AGAIN

=)

need more time.

2009-12-07T00:13:00.002+08:00

exam is coming..

yet i got plenty of time to start now, but procrastination killed.

yup. being killed by it badly

i feel so guilty now for slacking my sunday off.

oh nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

:(

time to sleeeep.
Goodnight

bye.

dead

2009-12-02T00:04:00.001+08:00

this blog is dead,

probably, the owner is dead.

what a stupid mess i am.

back.

2009-11-19T15:30:00.001+08:00

okay, i am going to blog about something happy before everyone around me call me emo boy.

hahaha, well 2 presentations down, left one more which is next week.
4 more weeks to exam, got 3 modules.. =)

and recently i become a very good boy.
everytime after my training nor sch, i went home and played game.
GOOOD OR WHAT?!
but still, i went home played game, still very tired.
grrrrrr. because i kept NG (New Game).

Almost a week without beer already, teach me how to survive?
howwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

weather make me whiny..

boooo

bye.

hello.

2009-11-08T13:56:00.000+08:00

hello.

all i have to say in the back of my mind is..

screw off.

bye.

Friendship.

2009-11-04T13:59:00.002+08:00

Suddenly, i have this thing for friendship.
Ideally, best friends are there for each other whenever they need each other.
Ideally, best friends are just a phone call away.

I am wondering, how many best friends i have, or should i use singular term?
How many best friend i have?

Verbally, or facially, yes we can self-claim that we are best friends or BFF (female favourite term).
However, a true friendship, how long can it last?
Yes, we can maintain it for awhile, but the question is, how long it can last?
How long..

Even a 7years friendship can turn sour, consider this is the 9th year i know her, but the friendship stopped there.
Even we both self proclaim that we will be there for one another when we need listening ear, can just gone with the wind.
Needless to say, a true friend whereby we just need to sit down without talking, you feel lighten up alittle already.

Well, look around you, how many friends you have?
how many TRUE friends you have?
how many BEST friends you have?

Friendship need 2 hands to clap, is like going into a relationship.
Is the same, we need to put in effort and make things happen.
However, my case, i guess i put in too much till.. i always been taken advantage of.

Whatever it is, i am not trying to say i am not going to trust or be there for someone.
Just a random rant.
Knowing those "friends", i am kinda disappointed in them, utterly and totally.

you know, is kinda bad that i have this feeling now:
"no matter how little i do, i always feel i could do less"
I know is bad, dont worry, i wont adopt that.

whatever it is, i am still appreciate for those who always stay by me.
a big thanks.

Friends
Where are you?

but well, i doubts they will even look at this poor site of mine.
yup.
very sure.

Sino

back to this place.

2009-11-03T23:54:00.002+08:00

well, i am back to this place..
writing.

been reflecting alot, be it my social life, my pool and everything.
what happened to the old sino?

i realised, over the time, i had changed.
to someone i dont really know either.

sigh.
shall see what i can do about it.

well, thanks for continue patronizing my blog although haven been update much.
i will write more.

I promise.

sino

Broke down.

2009-10-21T23:15:00.002+08:00

Officially declare, i am breaking down.

alright, at this stage of time, i am suppose to be doing my assignments.
But however, decided to stop for awhile and think about whats going on in my life.

Pretty much clearly told from the big size font word.
well, i am someone who demand alot from myself to prove my worth, my standard and needless to say, my commitment.

But sad to realise, all these while, i am wrong.
Putting myself into such a mess situation now, doesnt help me at all.
All i can say, i deserve all these?

Failing to overcome myself in Pool, a first big failure of me.
Now, in this weekend, more or less, i have to finish 3 projects to allow myself to study for my next sat's test regarding Employment Law.

And now, to add on the fucking piles shit that i have to fucking do, i am fucking sick.
HAHA, how fucking wonderful the fucking timing is..
fuck, Can you fucking see it?
how fucking well done is it?

Back to my fucking assignment.
Fuck off.

Sino.

Men's Rules

2009-10-15T10:39:00.003+08:00

The Men's Rules

Finally , the guys' side of the story.
( I must admit, it's pretty good.)
We always hear " the rules " from the female side.

Now here are the rules from the male side.

1. Men are NOT mind readers.
( FIRST & FOREMOST RULE )

2. Learn to work the toilet seat.
You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down.
We need it up, you need it down.
You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down.

3 . Sunday sports, It's like the full moon
or the changing of the tides.
Let it be.

4 . Crying is blackmail.

5 . Ask for what you want.
Let us be clear on this one:
Subtle hints do not work!
Strong hints do not work!
Obvious hints do not work!
Just tell us what you want!

6. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question..

7 . Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.

8 . Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument.
In fact, all comments become Null and void after 7 Days.

9 . If you think you're fat, you probably are.
Don't ask us.

10 . If something we said can be interpreted two ways and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other one

11. You can either ask us to do something Or tell us how you want it done.
Not both. If you already know best how to do it, just do it yourself.

12 . Whenever possible, Pls say whatever you have to say during commercials.. we don't disturb you while you are watching your soaps and serials.

13 . Christopher Columbus did NOT need directions and neither do we.

14 . ALL men see in only 16 colors, like Windows default settings.
Peach, for example, is a fruit, not A color. Pumpkin is also a fruit. We have no idea what mauve is.

15 . If it itches, it will be scratched. We all do that.

16 . If we ask what is wrong and you say "nothing," We will ! act like nothing's wrong.
We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle. !

17 . If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, Expect an answer you don't want to hear.

18 . When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine... Really .

19 . Don't ask us what we're thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as Racing or Football.

20. You have enough clothes.

21. You have too many shoes.

22. I am in shape. ! Round IS a shape!

23 . Thank you for reading this.
Yes, I know, I have to sleep on the couch tonight;
------------
But did you know men really don't mind that ? It's like camping.

SINO.

God's love.

2009-10-13T16:02:00.003+08:00

"I'll prove to you, if God exist, then he is evil. Did God create everything that exists? If God created everything, then He created the evil which means God is evil."

"Does cold exists?"

"of course it exists, have u never been cold?"

"In facts, cold does not exist. According to law of physics, what we consider cold is in reality the absence of heat."

"Does darkness exists?"

"of course it does."

"In facts, darkness does not exist either.
Darkness is in reality the absence of light.
Light we can study, but not darkness.
Evil does not exist, it is just like cold and darkness.
God did not create evil.
Evil is the result of what happen when man does not have God's love present in his heart."

been awhile.

2009-10-06T23:33:00.002+08:00

well, is been awhile again since i last blog.

Well, life kinda mundane for me now.
Is like, wake up go work.
then after work, either drink or got school.
or pool training.

Weekend, although there is no more OT, on the other hand, i constantly need to meet up with my classmates from different modules.
Project.
How about that?

Well, at least this coming saturday, my pool team is having chalet.
Kinda take a break before all my nightmares come.
Term test, assignments deadline to meet.
Owells, theres life of a full time working adult, part time student and committed to pool.

Sigh.
Thats life, seriously, cant wait for my Uni life to be over.
At least, i can focus just on work and career.

Well, theres something i am looking forward to.
and of course, at the meanwhile, i want to have holiday.
Be it a short few days or what.

So, till next time.

We are never deceived; we deceive ourselves

Sino.

Mirrors

2009-09-25T20:05:00.001+08:00

"A reflection occurs when light bounces of a smooth surface.
In that moment where light meets the smooth surface, an image is formed.
A mirror works on this principle, and has been in use for the longest time.
However, on a less scientific level, what is on the other side of the mirror?
A reflection is the reproduction of one's image in a inverted form
if everything in the mirror is inverted, should there be a reflection of one's personality, how would it look?
I know my personality reflection will be better off than me
you see life is a reflection of one's action, a mirror of your life in a sense.
But will the inverse appear in that reflection?
If you hear your own eulogy, let me know

Life is not about who you are, but what others think you are."

Well, recently i am basically busy with stuffs.
Routine stuffs.
Drinking have been really bad for me, i missed my work because of drinking last night.
Stayed home the whole day today, including later at night.
Owells, F1 excites someone, but definately not to everyone.

I just want to whine badly.
When i say BADLY, I do mean it BADLY.
I want to run away from routine stuffs, I want to run away from this world.
I want to run away from everything.

Anyway, i am off to.. either dota my night away, or watch streaming movies =).

Sino.

been awhile.

2009-09-16T23:33:00.001+08:00

Alright, is been awhile since i last blogged.
Shall pen down something before all my readers decide to give up this blog.

Anyway, life been very very busy for me.
one week, 5 weekdays.
Basically everyday after work, i got something else to do.
For instance, Monday, Wednesday and Thursday, i got school from 7pm-10pm.
and Tuesday and Friday, i got pool training from 630pm-10pm.
Well, just when i think i can slack off my pool training and focus more on my studies.
My coach told me end of this month, if NTU team accept our challenge, there will be a match between us and NTU team.

Well, on the other hand, i recently facing financial problem.
Ok, maybe this is new to you guys, but seriously, this month..i am totally broke.
Surviving on those money that people are owing me.
Side note, can you guys believe the total sum of the money that people owe me are my 2months salaries?
hahaaha, i can be L.O.A.N.S.H.A.R.K already.

Anyway, I shall stop right here.
Just right here.

Anyway, if theres a chance, only a chance, i would want to go to my secret place one last time.
Just realised that place is out for rent.
Damn. if i got the money, i will just rent down the place and be mine.
Arghhhhhh.

Alright, goodbye world.

Loves

2009-09-06T08:53:00.003+08:00

Loves

Wait for the person who pursues you,
the one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical,
the kind of person who brings out the best in you and makes you want to be a better person

Wait for the person who will be your best friend,
the only person who will drop everything to be with you at any time no matter what the circumstances, for the person who makes you smile like no one else

Wait for the person who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats and a t-shirt and appreciates it when you get dressed up for them.

And most of all wait for the person who will put you at the center of their universe, because that’s where you belong.

Have you found the person?

Sino

Changes

2009-09-01T12:52:00.004+08:00

People changes, everything's changing.
I changes.

If you don't like something, change it.
If you can't change it, change the way you think about it.

Without accepting the fact that everything changes,
we cannot find perfect composure.
But unfortunately, although it is true, it is difficult for us to accept it. Because we cannot accept the truth of transience, we suffer.

.

I think i got a thing for being closer to nature, just when i am typing this, is raining heavily
I was thinking, or trying to imagine.
Be it overseas, country side or seaside,
I just want go out of the house, lying down on the grass or sand and feel the nature.
Be it rainy day or sunny day, definitely with the one you love the most.
Just cuddle up to her, tossing and turning in the puddle of mud and just spend the entire day together.
How lovely and romantic it can be?
Well, till then.

.

You can choose to grow, learn, become the person you aspire, and master your life. Or you can choose to stagnate, to hesitate, and remain fearful and doubtful and live in mediocrity.

You are responsible for your improvements and success as well as your frustrations and lack of progress.

You decide what's useful. It's up to you to choose what's valuable and important.

It is your choice

.

Sino

Bored.

2009-08-29T22:45:00.000+08:00

Alright, is a boring saturday.
Basically i stayed home the whole evening till now.
And i will be not going out for today.

Tired.

Anyway, i uploaded ShanghaiTrip's photos at facebook.
Selected fews only.
got alot more.

Anyway, what doesnt kill you makes you stronger.

So, be strong.

Goodnight all.

Friday.

2009-08-28T11:28:00.000+08:00

TGIF.

but, am not sad.
just feeling moody.

=(

Sino

4 Deadly Sins.

2009-08-27T01:53:00.008+08:00

4 Deadly Sins

In Chinese saying,
EAT, DRINK, PROSTITUTION AND GAMBLE.

Well, out of 4 sins, i am infected by 3.

Do i still worth anything on this earth?

Seriously, i dont know.

Love.

2009-08-25T22:14:00.002+08:00

How to Install LOVE

Tech Support: Hello … how can I help you?

Customer: Well, after much consideration, I’ve decided to install Love. Can you guide me through the process?

Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed?

Customer: Well, I’m not very technical, but I think I’m ready. What do I do first?

Tech Support: The first step is to open your Heart. Have you located your Heart?

Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now. Is it okay to install Love while they are running?

Tech Support: What programs are running?

Customer: Let’s see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge and Resentment running right now.

Tech Support: No problem, Love will gradually erase Past Hurt from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory but it will no longer disrupt other programs. Love will eventually override Low Self-Esteem with a module of its own called High Self-Esteem. However, you have to completely turn off Grudge and Resentment. Those programs prevent Love from being properly installed. Can you turn those off ?

Customer: I don’t know how to turn them off. Can you tell me how?

Tech Support: With pleasure. Go to your start menu and invoke Forgiveness. Do this as many times as necessary until Grudge and Resentment have been completely erased.

Customer: Okay, done! Love has started installing itself. Is that normal?

Tech Support: Yes, but remember that you have only the base program. You need to begin connecting to other Hearts in order to get the upgrades.

Customer: Oops! I have an error message already. It says, “Error - Program not run on external components.” What should I do?

Tech Support: Don’t worry. It means that the Love program is set up to run on Internal Hearts, but has not yet been run on your Heart. In non-technical terms, it simply means you have to Love yourself before you can Love others.

Customer: So, what should I do?

Tech Support: Pull down Self-Acceptance; then click on the following files: Forgive-Self; Realize Your Worth; and Acknowledge your Limitations.

Customer: Okay, done.

Tech Support: Now, copy them to the “My Heart” directory. The system will overwrite any conflicting files and begin patching faulty programming. Also, you need to delete Verbose Self-Criticism from all directories and empty your Recycle Bin to make sure it is completely gone and never comes back.

Customer: Got it. Hey! My heart is filling up with new files. Smile is playing on my monitor and Peace and Contentment are copying themselves all over My Heart. Is this normal?

Tech Support: Sometimes. For others it takes awhile, but eventually everything gets it at the proper time. So Love is installed and running. One more thing before we hang up. Love is Freeware. Be sure to give it and its various modules to everyone you meet. They will in turn share it with others and return some cool modules back to you.

Customer: Thank you, God.

__________________________

So, how to delete Love?

Tech Support: Well, if you want to delete or uninstall Love, just pluck out the power supply and it will be done. Once and for most, you dont even on the computer and see many other folders and reminded you of everything else related to Love.

Customer: Is there other alternatives?

Tech Support: Well, you can delete off and uninstall Love by installing new files call Selfish and Hatred.

Customer: Alright enough said.

__________________________

Cant you see, i am just bored?
Actually, i saw this somewhere, just edited the last part.

As what my colleagues said, most of them reach the shore.
But for me, i got a feelings i sank long long time ago.

__________________________

Sino.

hello.

2009-08-24T14:37:00.002+08:00

hello world, weekend had been havoc, is like total chaotic.
Like opening up a pandora's box.
chaos started.

Well, Over the weekend, since friday, i slpt like a total of less than 10hours
been mahjonging, chilling out, movieing, drinking.

Well, today i wanna do something, i actually want to go to town at night and play around with "my" DSLR camera.
Decided to call it off and planning to have more rest tonight.

And i am totally bored in the lab.
Basically, the whole process freaking delayed 2 hours.
Which means, from 1pm till 430pm.
I am like totally free.

Well, thats all.

Anyway, i saw the tagboard.
I am just wondering, have i really changed? alot?

Sino

Orphan.

2009-08-20T23:35:00.000+08:00

I am an Orphan.

I dont have any family members.

Pls adopt me.

Yes, my name is Sino Chong, 21 this year.

Feel free to drop me a call or msg, to at least let me know, someone out there actually care.

sino

am not feeling okay.

2009-08-19T00:05:00.004+08:00

am not feeling okay.

screwed up family.

everything.

am not feeling okay.

hello.

2009-08-16T14:18:00.000+08:00

Am back.

Finally.

Thoughts again.

2009-08-05T22:43:00.000+08:00

Rain Rain, Dont go away.
Rainy Day, Please Stay.

Stay.

I love rainy day, dont you all like rainy day?
Looking out to the window, seeing water splashing against the windows and dripping down slowly.
How about hop on a random bus and people watch during a rainy day?
I will do all of the above if time allows me to.
Seriously.

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet.
Enough trials to make you strong.
Enough sorrow to keep you human.
Enough hope to make you happy!

Always put yourself in others' shoes.
If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the other person, too.

The happiest of people dont necessarily have the best of everything,
they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

The real happiness lies for those who cry,
those who hurt, those who have searched and those who have tried,
for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.

The brightest future will always be based on forgotten past,
you cant go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

So, is anyone willing to stay?
Stay with this lonely man, who always searching answers.
Yet he always found problems more than solutions.
Yes, that man is me.
So, will you stay?
Please stay.

Sino.

Thoughts.

2009-08-03T23:22:00.000+08:00

Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back.
Dont expect love in return, just wait for itto grow in their heart but if it doesnt, be content it grew in yours.

It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone,
an hour to like someone,
and a day to love someone,
but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick the from your dreams and hug them for real.

Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go,
be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.

Thats all folks,
Sino.

Thoughts in the morning.

2009-08-03T03:40:00.000+08:00

Alright, in the middle of the morning, i wouldnt say night, because is already 335am now.

Mind just keep running wild while my body asked me to close my eyes and let the lung do the job.

Well, apparently, i am suffer from insomnia again.

Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.

When the door of happiness closes, another opens.
But often times we look so long at the closed door that we dont see the one, which has been opened for us.

The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word.
And walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

It's true that we dont know what we've got until we lose it.
But it's also true that we dont know what we've been missing until it arrives.

Ask yourself.
Have you meet the wrong people?
Have you miss the opened door?
Have you treasure enough?

Honestly, I am lost with the world,
Fading slowly, disappearing.
I am losing the real me.
Wait, whats the real me.
I wonder.

Loves,
Sino.

Routine.

2009-07-30T14:10:00.001+08:00

Everyday is a routine, where's the sparkles of life?

They said, life is like roller coaster, full of ups and downs.

I said, life is just another routine that goes on and on.

So,
How do you define life.

Sino.

Well,

2009-07-28T23:50:00.000+08:00

It is time, about time.
After so long, and been awhile.
I have to say something.

I am not happy.

I am not contented with whatever i have now.

That's a saying, count your blessings, not your troubles.

Sino,
Speak to yourself please.

After so long

2009-07-25T03:08:00.002+08:00

After so long, at least 2 hours, talking to my second elder sister.
Had agree that i am going to China with her.

Due to the need to apply visa and the need to be back in Singapore in time, I got alot of things to do, and my schedule all screwed up.

Oh well. will be freaking busy on August as the trip is 2nd week of Aug, will be only free on 3rd week of August.

DAMN.

Sino.

Thoughts and Life

2009-07-22T04:06:00.000+08:00

Who we are is often a reflection of who we're made to be by our first care-givers.
We are lucky if we have some sort of community to bring to life the many values that will hold us in good stead for our future.

But people are prone to forget to whom they owe some of their loyalties and this is the beginning of the end for them.
Sure, they will move on in life - that being its nature.
But they will move further and further away from what they were meant to be.
And in struggling to find the meaning, there will always be a host of other similarly pre-disposed beings to reinforce the choices each makes and help rationalise their actions and behaviours for them.
This false sense of happiness does eventually evaporate and then there is TRUTH.

Change and moving on are unavoidable.
But position and direction are matters of choice.
One has to be sure that they are really individual and personal and not part of a herd instinct that is all about the feel-good factor.
Feelings are transient,but decisions are life-long turning points

[about the past]
...the way I see it,
you can either run from it,
or learn from it.

People are like stained-glass windows.
They sparkle and shine when the sun is out,
but when the darkness sets in,
their true beauty is revealed only if there is a light from within.

So, Sino
Are you happy?

Mayday..

2009-07-10T20:55:00.003+08:00

MayDay.
The big guy had fallen.
Down with feverish coughing flu since wednesday.

Well, over the times..
Had been really thinking and reflecting, although i am trying to keep my mind empty.
Somehow, it just squeezes into my thoughts, affected my feelings and hurt my strong self.

Well,
Goodnight all.

Nothing in this world is fair.
Maybe to you,
but not to me.

I really feel like leaving this place.

LEG!

2009-07-04T23:35:00.000+08:00

OKAY.

I dont know whats wrong, but seems like blogger dont let me upload photos.
Well, i just spend 100 bucks on my legs today.

Bought a pair of PEDRO slipper.
Bought accessories for legs
AND i went to FISH SPA.

And, first time experience.
Is damn cool pls.
There goes my 100bucks.

and i tried to upload the photos again.
but failed.

Forget it.
Goodnight.

EMO.

2009-06-28T00:17:00.005+08:00

Flightless Bird, American Mouth
I was a quick wet boy, diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair, I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map and called for you everywhere

Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping or lost you, american mouth
Big pill looming

Now I'm a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold
And clean blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounded, bleeding or lost you, american mouth
Big pill stuck going down

----------------------------

Anyway, after work, settled myself at my secret hideout place.
and started reading "Tuesday with Moorie" and sipping my hot honey away.
and slowly, the day had gone dark, and left the place with accomplishment as i completed the whole book.
Well, upon reading the book, am constantly asking myself alot of questions.
Based on true story and written by the very personal basis, i had to agree, is so touching at few points of time that i almost cry.
The heart warming feeling, the sadness that the writer trying to bring across, and the way he pen down.
Classic.
Loves.

----------------------------

For a nice and lovely saturday that i usually dont even have time for all this, on the other hand, theres some unhappiness too.

Well, i guess i am too self centered and neglect how other people feel.

----------------------------

Mum called.
More unhappiness.
I guess as what she said, giving birth to me really a mistake.
and seriously, i really do agree with her.
Being around in this world, is simply way too wrong.

----------------------------

Went to Airport after the session at my secret hideout place.
And do people watch.
Mixed emotions filled, deep down, i really very eager to just get a ticket and just fly off.
and leaving eveything behind.

Well. I guess, is just wrong.
Everything's just wrong.

----------------------------

Lastly, Goodnight.
Is been my pleasure knowing all of you.

----------------------------

Sino.

The Happy Door.

2009-06-27T00:38:00.002+08:00

Happiness is like a pebble dropped into a pool to set in motion an ever-widening circle of ripples.
Being happy is a duty.

There is no exact definition of the word - Happiness.
Happy people are happy for all sorts of reasons.
Being happy is a sort of unexpected dividend.
But staying happy is an accomplishment, a triumph of soul and character.
It is not selfish to strive for it.
It is, indeed, a duty to us and others.

Being unhappy is like an infectious disease, it causes people to shrink away from the sufferer.
He soon finds himself alone, miserable and embittered.
There is, however, a cure so simple as to seem, at first glance.
If you dont feel happy, pretend to be.

It works.
Before long you will find that instead of repelling people, you attract them.
You discover how deeply rewarding it is to be the center of wider and wider circles of good will.

Then the make-believe becomes a reality.
You possess the secret of peace of mind.

Being happy, once it is realized as a duty and established as a habit, open doors into unimaginable gardens thronged with grateful friends.

Well, am I really happy?
Is seriously up to u guys to think.

The Happy Door, who really found this door?
Who got the key to open this door?
We will never know.

Loves,
Sino.

Finally get my ass down to blog.

2009-06-23T22:59:00.000+08:00

Anyway, finally get my ass down to blog.
By the way, uploaded photos in my facebook.
Dinner with Melodie one of the night at SPGG.
We both got birthday voucher that worth around 60bucks.

Last year 2008 june.

This year !!

Grumpy melodie.

Looking for something?

Thats me =/

Being random, aloy, chewming and justin went to malaysia and got me this.

A LIGHTER! =)

Last week, busy calibrating pipettes.

luckily is over.

This is one classic example, how should we dress up.

Of course without the goggles.
It is so ... -.-

HAHAHAHA.
seriously, i am so lazy to blog and let the photos do the job =)

BYE.

Exam Results and recently.

2009-06-17T23:34:00.002+08:00

Well, recently home is the worst place to stay in.
Being a bad bad boy recently and i admitted i went overboard, till they have to interfere my social life.
Well, supposedly my off day and i can wake up late, end up i woke up at 730am by them.

Sigh, I am glad that is over and they resting the case at last.
Hopefully they wont bring the matter up again and again, like what they always did.
In case anyone of you dont know, been really feeling upset recently about my parents and my grandparents.
Well, sometimes things are best left unsaid.
And always, misunderstanding comes in.
Well, thats part of me.
Being misunderstood.

Anyway, got back 2 exam result.
Principles of Management - D
Principles of Marketing - D

and Principles of Accounting, am hoping for a HD.
and Principles of Economics (today's paper) , am hoping for a D.

Well, btw D = Distinction, HD = High Distinction.

Thats all for tonight.

Goodnight all.

FINALLY.

2009-06-13T23:05:00.003+08:00

Well, today is a bad day.
I broke my cologne.
The big bottle, the whole room filled with broken glass chips.
Had a tough time cleaning up and ya.

Owells, lets not talk about today.
The past week been really hectic week for me.
Drinking, clubbing, mahjonging and pokering.
Argh.
Anyway, shld really tame myself down and be good =).

hmm, anyway, finally my mum called and wish me happy birthday when my birthday is like almost a week ago.
And she forgot abt my age totally when i told her i hosted a party.

Well well,
been really affected greatly, but decided to just drop the topic and move on with life.

Life is all about moving on,
and now i choose to move on happily.

I want to be happy,
how?

I dont know.

We don’t need to see the way if we’re following the One who is the Way.

Loves,
Sino

LAZY.

2009-06-08T10:29:00.003+08:00

Seriously, i am plan lazy to blog nowadays.

Well, celebration last night and after plan are loves.
Had a proper dinner and drink with my closer loves, plus one bottle of martel after tt with 3 gayboys. (Stanford, Norman and Jasper).

Well, My birthday's celebration slot is filled up till thursday.
Anyone want to ask me out, better be quick =).

Oh. photos, will be up soon. definately.

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO ME ..............

Loves,
Sino

home.

2009-05-31T05:14:00.001+08:00

nv feel so good to be home.

but have to wake up like 2 hours from now.
still got class from 9am-5pm.

argh.

tired.

Goodnight.

sino.

A little thought of mine.

2009-05-29T23:40:00.000+08:00

"a thousand mixed emotions; with the conclusion of a tear.
i feel a stream of anger, following love, hate and fear.
for if the words existed to state a meaning of this impression.
i could sound out an eternal book, full of this hatred and depression.
i feel the lacerating pain, denying this simple smile.
something so elegant yet arduous, so tender within it's while."

Some lines that i came up with awhile back.

Well,
I think nobody will ever understand the inner me.
It seems like i am a social butterfly outside,
but deep down, you are just alone by urself.
When u are down, theres no one for u to turn to,
Not even parents or siblings for u to cry to.
I can only put up a strong front and hide my inner me.
As time passes by, this mask eat into me and slowly, it become part of me.
Losing my truth self with the world, in the state of my own.
Wondering..
I can sense the circulation of blood of mine is slowing down, lesser oxygen is getting into the head.
Am going to fall asleep, deeply and soundly.
Letting the inner me to disappear from the world.

Sino.

weekend.

2009-05-24T23:37:00.003+08:00

Okay, over the weekend, was well spend with my dearest colleagues.
The 6 of them.
We went to one of the resort in Batam and chilled there.

Went for Spa, shopping, eating and slacking.
Well, photos will be up soon in facebook.

Cant imagine how many candid shots we have.
3 cameras, DAMN.

well, am tired.
Therefore, goodnight.

Bet you all misses me.
hahahahhahaha.

loves,
Sino

Is not Easy.

2009-05-18T22:10:00.003+08:00

Is not easy.. To be... Me.

I am still looking for my ownself
Are you?

Who am I?

Is not easy.

F OFF AND DIE

2009-05-17T23:35:00.001+08:00

FCUK OFF AND DIE.

bye

cousin is love.

2009-05-09T22:26:00.004+08:00

Well, today went out with shuting.
Went to Marina Square, had late lunch plus dinner at PizzaHut.
She's still that big eater (think she can eat alot), but end up we cant even finish the food.
Till now, am still full luh.

Anyway, back to main topic.
Cousin is love =).
bought her this hand wrist.
Is super duper cute.

A tiny cute little bird which got bead sound. so darn cute =).

And, went to meet jasper after that, played pool and went to "skatepark" and slacked awhile and home.

End off with, Me in lab with gloves

bye.

Chinese,

2009-05-09T14:15:00.001+08:00

Well, the following post will be in Chinese,
TBIYDU ( Too-Bad-If-You-Dont-Understand ).
Is talking about my personalities alot.

" 双子也很怕被伤害，很多时候宁愿自己承受一切，也不愿别人抓住自己的把柄。所以久而久之也就养成了习惯。双子基本上也是个很痛苦的人。表面上总是很有活力，很快乐的样子，可是没人的时候他又总是很忧伤。双子总会被一种莫名的悲伤笼罩。但他不会让别人发现的，他怕被伤害，也怕被别人抛弃，只能自己硬挺着一切。所以双子很神经质，精神脆弱，容易人格分裂，因为承受了太多的东西. 一般来说双子的孩子都很早熟。双子对很多的东西都在乎得要命，可是表面上就是看起来什么都不在乎。双子并不是故意要掩饰自己，上面说了，这只是一种习惯了，可是在外人看来他就成了虚伪的人。

每个双子都有一个故事隐藏在心里，多数是不堪回首的往事，双子是个念旧或者说是喜欢沉浸在回忆中的星座，他（她）的这个故事通常都是因情所困，动了感情而被伤害了的双子是脆弱的，也是坚强的，他（她）可以很快的振作起来，可以当什么事都没有发生，这些都是双子演给世人看的罢了，等到夜深人静的时候，双子内心的伤痛随着血液渗透到全身，他（她）可以一整夜的去回忆之前的点点滴滴，可以一整夜的沉浸在痛苦之中，可以一整夜坐在那里发呆，但是，一旦天亮了，要出去见人了，双子马上就从痛苦中抽身而走，你看到的肯定是一个神采奕奕的双子，这就是双子，拥有双重性格的双子，一个在世人面前乐天，快乐，在孤独夜晚独自伤悲的双子。

双子的爱是最永恒的，可以付出一切，有人说我们花心，那时我们没有真正的爱，当双子爱上一个人的时候是痛苦的，因为我们太敏感。假如双子爱上了一个不爱自己的人，那莫我相信他永远都不会再爱了，当爱给过了一个人，他再也没有能力再付出了，其实太多的人都不懂我们，其实连我们自己都不懂自己，我们很会伪装，很会说谎，但我们最细腻，对感情最敏感"

So, understand me alittle now?

As promised.

2009-05-09T14:02:00.003+08:00

As promised, i will blog.
Blog more.

Well, I dont know how should i start this, but somehow, i will just let my emotional flows and just pen down with how i feel, what i want to let ppl know, what i want to hide away.

Now, i just want to be honest and nothing about hiding.

People walk in and out of your life just a blink of eyes.
Isnt it cruel for the human being like us?
I dont know, there have been too many people walked out of my life, last time and recently.
YOU, you and you.
And now, i have lost all my faith about people.
About friends, close friends even my closer one.
Whatever it is, I will only give my best if you show me yours.
Give and Take, fair isnt it?
I have learn from mistakes.

Needs, Desire and Feel Contented.
What are our needs in life?
Is our desires are so much to pay till we eat up our own personal little life?
Feeling contented is what i need.
I dont need to drive lambo nor live in bungalow, i just want some comfortable life with happy people around.
Regardless next time i will be richer or poorer, as long i got a happy family, thats all i asked of.

We, only live once,not twice.
Think before u react.
The way you react determines what you will turn your own life into.
Think.
Deeper and deeper.

And as for you, Sorry for everything that i had disappointed you.
Now, we really need to think, do we really need each other in our life?
Thats the ending of another chapter.
New chapter begins in no time soon, there's when the flowers start to bloom and birds chirping peacefully as if they are playing melody.

A Prayer
Lord, help me not to elevate my opinions and make others follow.
You are the convicter of hearts.
May others learn of Your love through me.

The greatest force on earth is not the compulsion of law but the compassion of love.

Till then.

Sino.

Dear World.

2009-05-08T01:08:00.000+08:00

GoodBye.

FOFO.

Great. Well done.

2009-05-08T00:05:00.001+08:00

I think I just quarreled with every single one who talked to me.

Well done Sino Chong.
And i am not okay.
Fuck off and bye.

erm. upon reflection.

2009-05-07T22:50:00.003+08:00

Well, Trust me, there's alot running in my head, yet i am too lazy to blog everything down.

I am just wondering around and having thoughts in my head.

Penning them down is too much for tonight.

As i really want to have an early night.

Well, just keep them in the back of my head and when i feel like blogging it down, i will just carry on with the flows.

---

Prelude :
Desire, Contentment or Needs?
Friendships?
Future?

---

You’ve been so patient with us, Lord,
Though we are slow to hear;
Give us the grace to show such love
To those we hold so dear.

A little love can make a big difference

---

bye.

been awhile.

2009-05-05T18:34:00.002+08:00

Well, wednesday which is tomorrow.

Is my off day.
My exam day.

Bye.

SCREWED UP.

2009-05-01T01:47:00.000+08:00

Suddenly, I Realised How Screwed Up I Am.

seriously, i am changing.

From bad to worst.

sino

MSN CRAZE.

2009-04-25T22:54:00.002+08:00

Msn craze with crazy ppl.
8 participants in msn.

My pool team -.-

- _ SINOOObification - ™ - [[ - You Are Not Alone. ! - ( RTFMFF ) - ]] says:
erh, we talk twit language ai mai?

]ChewMing[ You're Beautiful..... says:
hIiExXxX

- _ SINOOObification - ™ - [[ - You Are Not Alone. ! - ( RTFMFF ) - ]] says:
helloxxzxzxzz

Jerome says:
duhz wan lahz

]ChewMing[ You're Beautiful..... says:
iM cHeW mInGxXx

- _ SINOOObification - ™ - [[ - You Are Not Alone. ! - ( RTFMFF ) - ]] says:
niii naaa buuu chheeee byexxzzxz

]ChewMing[ You're Beautiful..... says:
nIcE tUuU mEeT eUxXx

[HongWei] : 也许失去才懂得珍惜 Everyone You Meet Has a Reason says:
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LOL. tts really stupid man!

hello blog.

2009-04-23T21:31:00.003+08:00

This blog is dead.

I think, the owner is freaking tired.

yes, i am the owner of this blog.
I am the owner of this blog who is freaking tired.

well,
One year.
going to suffer for a year, and everything is going to be fine.
Study, Work, Pool, Car License.

Will be damn hectic for the next half a year.

Hang in there.
Sino.

Hang on.

---
The devil is content to let us profess Christianity as long as we do not practice it.
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In The Silence.

2009-04-20T09:26:00.001+08:00

Tired of telling you, you have me
When I know you really don't
Tired of telling you I'll follow
When I know I reallly won't
Cause I'd rather stand here speechless
With no great words to say
If my silence is more truthful
And my ears can hear how to walk in your way

In the silence
You are speaking
In the quiet I can feel the fire
And it's burning, burning deeply
Burning all that it is that you desire to be silent, in me

Oh Jesus can you hear me?
My soul is screaming out
And my broken will cries teach me
What your Kingdom's all about
Unite my heart to fear you,
To fear your holy name
Adn create a life of worship
In the spirit and truth of your loving ways

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To realize the worth of the anchor, we need to feel the stress of the storm.

---

Loves, Sino.

one down. more to come.

2009-04-15T23:01:00.002+08:00

Well, at least i got my enrollment done.
Registered myself in SMa (Singaore Media Academy) in University of Murdoch.
I mean, Murdoch is part of SMa.
So, yah.

Took up double Majors, in HR management and Business Management.
So.yup.

More to come..
License.. Birthday party..
ARHHH.

When we forget about ourselves, we do things others will remember.

bye.
loves, sino

been awhile.

2009-04-12T00:45:00.000+08:00

Have been awhile since i blogged.
Well, recently I am up to nothing good but played pool.
I killed all my time to play pool.
Cut down on poker, and played lots of pool.
Still, i am on and off.
I am still searching.
Searching something deep within.

Release it.

Well, been searching for too many things recently, yet i dont know how to put it in words.
A lot of uncertainty, lot of questions that i cant seems to answer.
Help me? somebody.

Reached my wits end.
I dont know how to, anymore.

Still, been occupied my life with lots of activities.
Will be starting running and cutting down weight tomorrow.

Shall go and run before work.

Goodbye Fat Boy Chong.

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Love is more than a sentiment, it’s putting another’s needs ahead of your own.

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Loves, Sino

Well.

2009-04-06T01:31:00.002+08:00

Owells.

I am not emo nor feeling sad.

I am who I am, always.

Just not now.
I am searching who am I actually?

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O the love that drew salvation’s plan!
O the grace that brought it down to man!
O the mighty gulf that God did span
At Calvary! —Newell

God broke into human history to offer us the eternal gift of salvation.

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Loves, Sino.

Bed of Roses. Hallelujah.

2009-04-02T23:13:00.002+08:00

Bon Jovi.
In love with.

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I’ll go where You want me to go, dear Lord,
O’er mountain or plain or sea;
I’ll say what You want me to say, dear Lord,
I’ll be what You want me to be.

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When I am missing in your life, thats when i need you the most.

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Am having flu and fever.
Simply dont feel like talking and please, do leave me alone.

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And, i am alright.

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Hallelujah.

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I wanna lay you down in a bed of roses
For tonight I'll sleep on a bed of nails
I wanna be just as close as your Holy Ghost is
And lay you down on a bed of roses

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Hallelujah.

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Loves, Sino.

Pure Pointless

2009-03-30T23:43:00.002+08:00

Chill. next

Samantha smoking big cigg.

I can too =)

COOL infection.

My leg!

Thats nath and RC in the lab -.-

Okay. i am bored.

Tired.
bye.

been awhile.

2009-03-29T21:55:00.002+08:00

alright. back to blog.
way back then, i was too lazy to blog. now i am still lazy to blog.

I see no point of blogging about pointless entry, and my point is .. there's totally no point.

Am feeling reluctant and tired.
I just want to sleep the feeling away and start my new week afresh.

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Let’s resolve not to elevate our own opinions above God’s, lest they become a stumbling block and keep others from knowing the love of Jesus.

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Mixed emotions filled.

---

Loves,
Sino

deep thoughts.

2009-03-22T22:53:00.001+08:00

Self-reflection needed.

I think.

I thought.

My life is a painting created by God,
And as such I’ve nothing to boast;
Reflecting the image of Christ to the world
Is what I desire the most.

loves, sino

down.

2009-03-20T00:17:00.000+08:00

Emo.

Feeling down.

Troubled.

Bye.

mmm. been awhile.

2009-03-16T22:31:00.002+08:00

Been awhile i since last updated.
nevertheless, the reader still coming.
i was wondering, why.

anyway, the whole last week was.. disastrous.
Stayed home basically eveyday, playing dota.
if not, slping after medication.

Well, today just went for review,
the doc said can wear shoes, but need something to cover it.
The wound is drying up. GOOOOOOD.

sidenote, bad new is.. i got a very bad sore throat infection.
argh, been a week. and i totally regretted that i smoke when i felt slightly better.
end up it got worst.
Now, i am totally not touching it.
AT ALL.
wait till i recover then say.

Anyway, pool been rather.. smooth?
i need to change a spec -.-

And oh, i decided to go into SMA instead of SIM.
They are both from Australia.
One is 16-24months course while another one is 2-3 years.
One is roughly 18-20k while another one is 22k+++
WELL, of course, i had chosen SMA.

shall see how it goes.
Only start school in SEP.
Therefore, i think i got all my time for a car license.

DAMN. PROCRASTINATION KILLED.
IT killed me at least 34012037 times.
but, not this time round ?

grrrrrr !!

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There can be times when our minds are in doubt,
Times when we ask what our faith is about;
But we can believe Him, we know that He cares—
Our God is real, as the Bible declares. —Fitzhugh

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Loves, Sino

HOME

2009-03-11T21:38:00.003+08:00

Went to see doctor alone.
I risked my leg get soak in the rain or what, the doctor is on MC -.-
Then i saw another Doctor, got my wound a clean and new dressing.
then some antibiotics and some sore throats medicine.

now at home..
feeling bored and checked out some of the youtube stuff.
and silly passed me this.

American AINT stupid.

THIS DARN FUNNY.
trust me.

Well, tomorrow will be on mc.
Probably friday too =(.

IS bored at home pls .

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NINE WORDS WOMEN USE

(1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

(2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

(3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.

(4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!

(5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.)

(6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

(7) Thanks: A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint. Just say you're welcome. (I want to add in a clause here - This is true, unless she says 'Thanks a lot' - that is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. DO NOT say 'you're welcome'. that will bring on a 'whatever').

(8) Whatever: Is a woman's way of saying F--- YOU!

(9) Don't worry about it, I got it: Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking 'What's wrong?' For the woman's response refer to # 3.

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Even in my darkest hour
The Lord will bless me with His power;
His loving grace will sure abound,
In His sweet care I shall be found.

God’s whisper of comfort quiets the noise of our trials.

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Loves,
Sino.

done.

2009-03-09T17:44:00.000+08:00

I guess, pretty much done with my leg.

now, is all healing stage.

pain is still yet to kick in.

is still under anesthetic.

argh. post up photos real soon..

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during times of despair,
we are drawn nearer to our religion.
our faith in God is further strengthened and increased.
however, if we are in the pits of difficulties and problems,
we open our hearts to Him through prayer.
it is only through such a period that we realize
his Godness and graious mercy and cannot
but help lifting up our hearts in thanksgiving and praise

it has been quoted that
''from the darkest of rain - clouds burst the most abundant and joyous of raindrops''.
so too, after the deepest feeling of unhappiness ,
we emerge victoriously as an experienced and more understanding person.
our experiences will carry us through successfully in further storms of life.
our understanding will make us ''feel'' and sympathize for others who are going through a similar ordeal.
this makes us calmer and more patient in life .

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God wants complete obedience,
Excuses will not do;
His Word and Spirit show His will—
Then we must follow through. —Sper

The highest motive for obeying God is the desire to please Him.

LOVES, sino

as hours passing by.

2009-03-08T15:15:00.002+08:00

As hours passing by,
Days passing by.
The number of times that i was bathing passing by...

The number of scars appeared slowly.
Is getting more and more.
Till, i lost count and gave up counting.

I didnt know i fell until so jialat.
Or maybe, i focus more on my facial scars thanthose on my legs.

Legs, probably hitting up as high as 15-20 scars.
Oh, left shoulder. i fell with clothes on.
There's still like 5 scars there.

well. i am out to read.
Peace be with you.

Sino.

Regreted Somehow.

2009-03-08T00:17:00.002+08:00

Well, Sino be a man.
Be a true man.
This can be worst. yet not the worst yet.
Worst is still yet to come.

After the operation, i dont know how am i going to cope with the opt's scar and the rest of the scars all over.

And i made a mistake.
4 spots on my left eyes, 2 spots on my left lower chin, 5-6 on my left leg. easily more than 10 spots on my right leg.

"recklessness is good once in awhile .."

Sino, hang in there.

HAPPENING WEEKEND when i already counted as an end.

2009-03-07T15:14:00.002+08:00

handsome me, in the lab.

RongChang and Nath slacking!!

Nt really, in serious discussion. That's Pandora on the left.

First and for most, Happy birthday Norman and Stanford.
Norman is a true Rockstar and Stanford is really.. blah.
Well well, my nick for the night is SiiiiNO man, pronounce it fast..
it will turn up to become.. SNNNOW MAN.
hahahahahaha!

Well the Chalet is truely drinks and drinks.
It takes Me, jasper and norman, the true man man, that can go on drinking for 13hours.
and still sober.

Well, what to do, Norman's and Stanford's 21st birthday, must end with a bang?

Great fall of THE SNOW MAN.

Great fall of THE TRUE SNOW MAN.

we are darn high already, and suddenly we thought of a couple of years back, we had something more fun than drinking and slacking.
The "SELF SPIN MONSTARRRR", something for u to taste how self spin like.
but went all the way to extreme.
and unfortunately, i am the last one to go, and they all want to end with bigger bang.
SPINNED like a mf. (mother-f***er)
then i sprinted at the top speed..
and i fall ONTO a piles of rock.
THAT'S MAKE ME A ROCKSTARRRR TOO.

woooohooo.
at a great price to pay.
my left legs, got 5 diff spot of cuts. my right legs got 2. my left eyes got 3, chin got 2.
And what's all these compare to Monday's operation?
NOTHING MAN.
but seriously, the way i bleed at first, if freaking scary especially the deep cut at my left, the photo is not that clear.
So, u have to meet the TRUE SNOW MAN MAN. then you will go like.. WTF

Now, i look like as if i kena beaten up.
KNN.

alright. that's all for now.
grandma said.. "wahh, u so good luck ar, recently"
LOL, laughing deep down. really man.

OPERATION overruled -.-

2009-03-06T00:23:00.003+08:00

alright, finally went to see a doc after so long.

Went to visit samantha's dad whose a doctor.
Diagnosed with WART
It's infected and will spread.
Here's the rough idea about different kind of foot diseases.

Well, i kena (C).
So, only way to remove is to cut it deep, and stitch it back.

MINOR OPERATION.

OH NO,
i am screwed.

TO READ MORE.
VISIT
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wart

Tomorrow going to visit Raffles Medical and see how it goes.

BUNYON ATTACK!

2009-03-05T00:08:00.001+08:00

WELL, i am suffering BUNYON attack.
might have to cut it off =(

argh......

die.
bye.

BUNYON ATTACK!

2009-03-05T00:08:00.000+08:00

At this WEEEE hour.

2009-03-02T00:14:00.003+08:00

I dont feel good WITH my body,
I feel troubled WITH my soul.

I need to have a talk.
Who cares?

K.THX.BYE.

Night.

back.

2009-03-01T12:12:00.004+08:00

Today, mark the very first day of march.
Speaking of which, the last post is like half a month ago.
I guess, i am just plain lazy to blog and pen down my thoughts, my feelings, my emotions.

Right, that's me.
The biggest sore loserish loser of the whole wide world.
The purpose of me in this world, I guess is more and more let down to others.
Well, I lost myself, I lost my own thoughts, I lost my own emotions.
What's yours? What's mine?

Well, I have a bad migraine recently.
and I guess I need to rest more.
and I guess you will probably falling asleep reading what i am going to type.
Because, I have totally no clues about what to write.

I am just wanting to tell you guys that, I am loser.
I am loner.
So, stay away from me.
Leave me alone.

IF NOT

K.THX.BYE

Well.

2009-02-15T21:04:00.002+08:00

Been after awhile,
I am tired and exhausted from work.
I wanna take a break.
After working for like 3 or 4 consecutive weekends, i am worned out.
I need a break

Upcoming Events
22nd Feb - Wenquan's 21st birthday chalet.
6th March - Stanford's and Norman's 21st birthday chalet.

HMM. that really make me think and ponder.
What am i going to do for mine?

Till then.
Com Amor,
SINO.