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I Can Only Imagine.
-[ Sunday, November 18, 2012 ]-

_[ The Immortal Beloved Letter 2 ]_

You are suffering, my dearest creature - You are suffering - Ah, wherever I am, there you are also - I will arrange it with you and me that I can live with you. What a life!!! thus!!! without you - pursued by the goodness of mankind hither and thither - which I as little want to deserve as I deserve it - 

Humility of man towards man - it pains me - and when I consider myself in relation to the universe, what am I and what is He - whom we call the greatest - and yet - herein lies the divine in man - 

Much as you love me - I love you more - But do not ever conceal yourself from me - Oh God - so near! so far! Is not our love truly a heavenly structure, and also as firm as the vault of heaven?

Yours truly.

I can only imagine;
9:31:00 AM

-[ Saturday, November 17, 2012 ]-

_[ The Immortal Beloved Letter ]_

Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, now and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us - I can live only wholly with you or not at all - Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you until I can fly to your arms and say that I am really at home with you, and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the land of spirits - Yes, unhappily it must be so -

You will be the more contained since you know my fidelity to you. No one else can ever possess my heart - never - never - Oh God, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves. And yet my life in V is now a wretched life - Your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men - At my age I need a steady, quiet life - can that be so in our connection?

My angel, I have just been told that the mailcoach goes every day - therefore I must close at once so that you may receive the letter at once - Be calm, only by a calm consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together - Be calm - love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell. Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.

ever thine
ever mine
ever ours

I can only imagine;
9:50:00 AM

-[ Wednesday, June 08, 2011 ]-

_[ Finally. ]_

Finally, one year had passed.
Seriously, i had never been through a year that can go any wronger than this.
But i shall always bare in mind that, maintain attitude.
Stay positive.

Birthday, is just another day.
Wishes that will not come true..
Disappointment one after another..

I wish, i can enjoy myself on this very day.

Happy birthday SinoChong.

Yours truly.

I can only imagine;
1:49:00 AM

-[ Thursday, April 14, 2011 ]-

_[ Crushed. ]_

I am totally crushed in my life.

I did something very wrong.

Am fucking guilty about my wrong doings

People who are close to me, I brought them disappointments.

I no longer have a gut to face them anymore.

Lord, please teach me what to do.

You said, repent your sins and you are forgiven, But, in the matter of facts, who will ever forget?

I need a serious help now.

Yes, I cant take it anymore.

I am hanging by the cliff.


I can only imagine;
1:17:00 PM

-[ Thursday, April 07, 2011 ]-

_[ Music. ]_

The Script taught me how to move on.

Greenday taught me that government's gonna fail someday.

Bruno Mars taught me to do anything for that one person I love.

Eminem taught me that´╗┐ life is hard but you can make it through.

Travis taught me to be generous.

Taylor Swift taught me not every girl is going to treat me right.

30 Seconds to Mars taught me to speak whats on my mind.

Michael Jackson taught me to always love the people around me.

Music taught me to live.

I can only imagine;
1:44:00 PM

-[ Wednesday, March 30, 2011 ]-

_[ Mask. ]_

People are wearing masks to protect themself.

Please tell me,
you still love me and you still care.
Nobody will know the inner feelings of yours because you hide underneath it.

Wait, even if it is.. So what?
Is out of my control, is none of my concern.

I will put back the mask like last time and put up a strong front and turn you down.
yes, face it.

but deep down, i cant move on at all.

Whats truth, and whats lie?


I can only imagine;
4:29:00 AM

-[ Monday, March 21, 2011 ]-

_[ BYE ]_

When you wake up the next morning, i will be gone by then.

So.. bye.

I can only imagine;
9:08:00 PM

-[ Friday, March 18, 2011 ]-

_[ If ]_

If you miss me, do look for me..
before i am gone.

I can only imagine;
3:22:00 AM

-[ Saturday, March 05, 2011 ]-

_[ What are words. ]_

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see

How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them when you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
then they don't

When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent, just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be ..
Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

I can only imagine;
3:21:00 PM

-[ Thursday, March 03, 2011 ]-

_[ hello ]_

hello all,

although there have not been much readers already,
i would love to update that i am moving into another phrase of life.

Well, goodbye Singapore.
You will not be missed.
I swear.

I can only imagine;
1:56:00 AM

-[ Sunday, January 23, 2011 ]-

_[ I was once.. ]_

I did admit i changed.
But, who dont?

Was looking back some posts, some tagboard msgs and some memories.
I was once a social butterfly.
I was once a guy who chase after dreams.

How about now?
What about today?
Back to this space of mine where nobody cares?
typing this posts which nobody will see?
Is it that important to care about how people look at you?

Wake up, sino.

I can only imagine;
10:47:00 AM

-[ Monday, January 17, 2011 ]-

_[ Hello. ]_

Hello, i am back to this space of mine.

Alot of things happened.
Went through alot too.

Slowly, it makes me realised the importance of you.

Ironic laugh.
Super pathetic.


I can only imagine;
9:09:00 AM

-[ Tuesday, October 19, 2010 ]-

_[ Today, the 19th ]_

Well, today, the 19th was mark as an important day before.

But anyway, not anymore.

Move on Sino.

Bye blog.

I can only imagine;
1:26:00 AM

-[ Wednesday, October 13, 2010 ]-

_[ where is the love? ]_

Been awhile since i last stepped into this space of mine, the old mine.
Just feel like penning some memories down, at least few years down the road, i will see this post.
Where is the love?

Every time when i have a damn nice conversation with my mum, i will always feel this way.
Yes, this way.
been spending alot of time with jasper and his gf (grace), yes, the 3 of us.
it doesnt help but keep on thinking, where is the love.

You know, by seeing the bond, the love that people share, it simply struck me, hard in the head.

I cant remember when is the last time my parents actually do something for me.
I cant remember when is the last time that somebody actually waiting for me to go home.
Wait, whats home? or just another place for me to return to when i got no where to go to anymore.

The more i think about Love, the more i feel.. lost?
I dont have a perfect family, a family that is seems nice but broken.
who truly know, who truly cares.
I dont have a perfect relationship, guess i screwed them up all the time.
Now, i deserve all these loneliness.
This path of my own, loneliness is all i feel, without support, without helps.
I feel so helpless, yes, thats the word. Helpless.
I am crying myself to sleep, i am dosing myself to sleep with those pills.
Yet, i have to pull these through all by myself.
I have to.

Say all you want that i am pitying myself.
To be honest, i am not.

This is my feeling, this is my place.
A place of my comfort zone.

I can only imagine;
1:41:00 AM

-[ Sunday, July 25, 2010 ]-

_[ life ]_

it sucks.
it moves on.


Hanging out alone will be good, because now, i dont need anyone anymore.
guess, is time to make a difference and a change.


life is full of unpredictable.
the worst can come anytime, but come at the wrong time?
kill me pls.


i think i have suicidal tendency.
dont worry and dont be surprise


i am going solo.


dont worry if one day you wont be able to locate me anymore..
because i might be gone.. for good.


I can only imagine;
7:29:00 PM

-[ Monday, June 21, 2010 ]-

_[ 1207th post ]_

Well, back to this quiet little space of my own.

Emo monday's night.
reflecting and thinking, whats going on with my life now..

Seriously, i need to get my life back.

I am leaving this space, for my own good.
Thinking to close down this space, but is kinda hard for me to do it right now..
After all, i miss those days that i used to blog everyday.

Here some random facts, when blogger first started out, i sweared to God that i will nv touch blogger.
Till today, this is the 1207th posts that i blogged.. 52790 hits till now since the very first day that i blogged, 29march2005
Sometimes, reading back the posts from those days, really can see a difference in someone..

Well, i am done with my destiny, my life and this space of mine..

With loves,

I can only imagine;
10:01:00 PM

-[ Saturday, May 08, 2010 ]-

_[ hello. ]_

after so many ups and downs, i guess we are just not mend to be.

from the beginning till the end, i am just not good enough.

no matter how hard i try, i am simply not good enough.

or rather, have i even try hard enough?



i wouldnt know what happen if you dont speak, even i ask, u will just say nothing over again and again.

so much of not being there for you.


I can only imagine;
3:09:00 AM

-[ Monday, April 19, 2010 ]-

_[ hello ]_

after so long, guess i simply lost the interest in blogging.


I can only imagine;
6:54:00 PM

-[ Wednesday, February 17, 2010 ]-

_[ Expectation. ]_

Am i worry too much?
Am i thinking too much?

Why the rest of the people who are my age seems like they couldnt care less at all?
Because things will simply just work out?

I am stress, i am not happy with whatever i am achieving now.
I need to achieve more..
Am i asking for too much?

People come and go, who stay and who will go?

Am utterly disappointed with myself.
Theres no determination, then wheres the success?

Wake up SinoChong.


I can only imagine;
10:15:00 PM

-[ Monday, February 15, 2010 ]-

_[ CNY ]_

alright, long weekend for cny.

not really enjoying it

feel very pathetic and grumpy over stuff.

Stayed home most of the time playing dota and lost track of time.
air con broke down.
warm and totally not use to fan.

shits happened.


I can only imagine;
8:18:00 PM

-[ Sunday, January 31, 2010 ]-

_[ ]_

Hello, mr chong is currently on the phone with his latest boyfriend. So his secretary is here to update his scheduleeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Aiya, mr chong is basically bored.
He says he's lazy, but you've gotta give him credit for all the effort that he puts into pulling customers for his part-time jobbbbb. (which by the way, is giving me the stress as well -.=)

Mr chong was about to spoil the 'enter' button on my laptop.
So, to prevent further damage of my laptop - I am ending here.

Buhbyes (;

I can only imagine;
5:12:00 PM



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